frau doktor to be

Lying in my bed I hear the clock tick,
and think of you
caught up in circles confusion
is nothing new
Flashback, warm nights,
almost left behind
suitcases of memories,
time after time

thinking of you. and dreaming of you. because I feel like we never really had a chance.

and in the meantime I keep pushing away anybody who tries to come near

I'd like to call you. you wanted to stay in touch.

better get drunk of dissertation writing and pretend I am happy with becoming Frau Doktor

dreaming of 80's

Dreams are my reality the only kind of real fantasy
illusions are a common thing
I try to live in dreams it seems as if it's meant to be.
Dreams are my reality a different kind of reality
I dream of loving in the night and loving seems all right
althought it's only fantasy.