it takes courage

I can sense it
Something important
Is about to happen
It's coming up.

It takes courage to enjoy it
The hardcore and the gentle
Big time sensuality.

We just met
And I know I'm a bit too intimate
But something huge is coming up
And we're both included.

It takes courage to enjoy it
The hardcore and the gentle
Big time sensuality.

I don't know my future after this weekend
And I don't want to.

It takes courage to enjoy it
The hardcore and the gentle
Big time sensuality
Sensuality

I breathe

I breathe in, I hold the air. 
You do not say a word, I do not need any word. 
I breathe in time, my pulse almost stops. 
You look at me, I look at you. 
Our eyes meet in alternating light 
when the light breaks the view changes. 
Our feet carry us and we only miss a little courage. 
Because here there is something. 
Clearly here there is something, you move me, you touch my feelings. 

Something is different, just like that. 
Completely different, makes me happy. 
Like a white sheet of paper and still no word. 
Something is better than ever before, clearly makes me so alive, 
like a white sheet of paper and still no word. 

I breathe in, the air stays away from me. 
You say "Hello", I do too. 
I breathe in skin, I count the seconds. 
You know about it, I know about it. 
What do we talk about, tell me something about you, 
how fast the time is up and when one forgets about it. 
Our words carry us and we only miss a small push. 
Because here there is something. 
Clearly there is something here, yes it is us, because we feel good. 

kissingEr

Kiss me out of the bearded barley
Nightly, beside the green, green grass
Swing, swing, swing the spinning step
You wear those shoes and I will wear that dress.

Oh, kiss me beneath the milky twilight
Lead me out on the moonlit floor
Lift your open hand
Strike up the band and make the fireflies dance
Silver moon's sparkling
So kiss me.

to you

Thanks for having shared this night with me.

It was tender, it was delightful, it was humorous as we can be. It was partially unexpected and partially desired. It was 'human contact' in the most naive of the meanings: two bodies looking for the warmth of the other's body. Just as usually we are two souls looking for the warmth of the other's soul. It was natural and cozy. It smelled of 'everyday'.

Thanks, my friend.

shhhhhh

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TkDYV_gAMnk

snow, cold ,explosions of good intentions, people, wind, a hot cup of coffee, new hopes

anger

Hate my self-destroying pain, hate you because of your selfishness.

Knowing that there is hope, but still fighting to find the strength to resist till that moment, to wait.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8Yv_PunF284

and tired of those words, of the way others' eyes see me.

nightmares

Halfway through the night 
I wake up in a dream 
Echoes in my head 
Make every whisper turn into a scream 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=moaO7f6-tws

again

restless, afraid to do wrong, plenty of energy traveling through my veins

maybe I should go out running, but now I must be in the office

dreaming of summer

Why do we all dream of summer? Why is it often our favourite season...

...well, in my case:

Strawberries cherries and an angel's kiss in spring
My summer wine is really made from all these things

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EOs2TSXTOkQ&feature=related

Tonight I'd really like to drink a glass of summer wine together with you :) Wanna join?

dangerous smile

...never met a stranger who smiled to you, without reason, just because he is a human being like you...
It happened to me today at the canteen and he also wished me "Mahlzeit", "enjoy your meal" :)

But in a whisper she'd arrive
And dance into my life.
Like a music melody,
Like a lovers song.

Oh tonight, you killed me with your smile.
So beautiful and wild, so beautiful.
Oh tonight, you killed me with your smile.
So beautiful and wild, so beautiful and wild.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XaW8FyL7xZs

DREAMERSing

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nDRxl-Pe_Bw&feature=related

...strange movie... entangling feelings, when what one feels goes beyond definitions, and the role of conventions appears strong and determines one's behavior. When history happens in one place and in that particular time and it will never be the same again... when you watch and you think "I wanted to be there"...


I'm gonna leave any minute
See the skyline disappear
Head out of the city
Burn my clothes bury my fears

Oh you will never know I was here

Tell me now is there difference
Between a shark and the ghost of a shark
'Cause all I have are secrets and memories of the dark
Oh rip away the skin burn my heart

I'm gonna leave any minute
Another skyline disappears
Sunlight in the mirror
Blinding me all these years
Oh am I coming back
I'll never leave
Oh am I coming back
I'll never leave

do you have it?

Do you also have a passion that you used to practice when you were a child? Then you gave up. For many different reasons. But you always regretted that choice.

Maybe it was more than one passion. And I'm not referring to the one that you gave up because it was boring for you. I refer to that instrument, sport, game that used to relax you and make you feel special, in harmony with nature around you.

For me that was jazz dance. I gave up when I was 10 because when there was dance class I had to go to school, on Monday and Wednesday afternoons. I would anyway not have had the right "body", but I was good and I had a lot of fun. It was me and the music and the steps, that after some time you can dance automatically, without thinking, and you just have to remember to smile and enjoy.

I never thought about that. maybe my habit to be always smiling comes from dancing. The teacher often told us to be smiling!

After that, years later, I started again attending aerobics and step classes, again music, again rhythm. I always like this kind of things. And now I'm attending again a jazz dance class :)

Hi!

One year ago. It was a Sunday afternoon. Inside me there was just a mess. I decided to go for a walk on my own. I dressed myself up, walked for a long time and then netered that cafè.

I sat down on my own. I ordered a tea and an espresso. And I took my book out. I don't remember which book was that. But I started enjoying it.

The waiter had red hair. He had a sweet smile. He asked me where I came from. We had some small talk. Small words. But they were important to me on that day.

What...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QlCuKsl6ap0

It is useless looking for a reason,

there was never anything explainable,
everything had to happen,
nothing seemed possible.
An expectable unforeseen happens,
and the mind becomes labile.
But I shall answer
if you want to ask me
what is the integral version of your thoughts,
what is the hidden track of your wishlist.
I know it.
No no no no no no no, you do no longer have to talk.
No no no no no no no, there's nothing to be explained.
No no no no no no no, feeling is just enough.
Believe me,
there's nothing to understand.

What you are to me
does not need to be explained with words,
I'll try with notes,
seeking new chords and new scales.

I stay with you

and the sun in the sky is what it is,

I stay with you

and the flower on the earth is what it is,

I stay with you

and the deep sea is what it is,
nothing would be what it is without you.

A hashish joint isn't a joint

without you,
a chord with a bass guitar isn't a chord

without you,
a friend voice isn't friendly

without you,

nothing would be what it is,

I stay with you.

What you are to me
does not need to be explained with words,
I'll try with notes,
seeking new chords and new scales.

From the silence of unsaid things
to the silence of hidden things,
to the promises telepathically announced,
mute laughs.
Choose the time to stay silent,
save your breath and let me understand you.
I know that I'd like to know you
more than I actually do.
I know that you could talk to me
if only if, only if,
I know that you could listen to me
if only if...

No no no no no no no, you do no longer have to talk.
No no no no no no no, there's nothing to be explained.
No no no no no no no, feeling is just enough.
Believe me,

there's nothing to understand.

A for apple

When I was 6 I started learning English in primary school and we used to sing a song...but I cannot find in in Youtube...aargh!!!!
And I cannot remember it exactly....

A for apple, B for ball,
C for cat and D for doll.
E for eagle, F for friend,
G for ? and H for Hand.
I for ice, J for ?,
K for ? and L for log.
M for moon, N for not,
O for ? and P for pot.
Q for quick, R for red,
S for ? and T for Ted.
U for ?, V for ?,
W for ? and X for x-ray?.
Y for yacht, Z for zip,
boys and girls now close your lips!!!.

But I found a cute one http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LtFXYvNIxws (and the melody is the same of my song!!!!)

Hilarious

Do you know these??? I used to sing them back as a child...

One banana: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G6xz0HXomZo
Uattanciù: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WKIdQUA5RDA&NR=1
Il fachiro Casimiro: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WEaFuWS34eY&feature=related
Jack va in cucina con Tina: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VvCxzmCWscc&feature=related
C'era un cocomero: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kItq7g0a0tg&feature=related
Laurenzia cara Laurenzia: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TywGDPbbmnQ&feature=related

Wish u were here, my friend

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q1moiym6-Nk

So, so you think you can tell
Heaven from hell,
Blue skies from pain.
Can you tell a green field
From a cold steel rail?
A smile from a veil?
Do you think you can tell?

And did they get you to trade
Your heroes for ghosts?
Hot ashes for trees?
Hot air for a cool breeze?
Cold comfort for change?
And did you exchange
A walk on part in the war
For a lead role in a cage?

How I wish, how I wish you were here.
We're just two lost souls
Swimming in a fish bowl,
Year after year,
Running over the same old ground.
What have we found?
The same old fears.
Wish you were here.

flying to the moon

Today I was here http://www.kennedyspacecenter.com/

Kind of touristic space, but also very nice. This high technology in a green sunny area with the ocean, lots of birds and alligators :) And there was a nice video of one of the astronauts who was walking on the surface of the moon and singing a song. I don't know what song was that, but since I saw that video I'm keeping singing in my mind http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1rAsoLm1Ges

Fly me to the moon
Let me sing among those stars
Let me see what spring is like
On jupiter and mars

fields of gold

See the west wind move like a lover so 
Upon the fields of barley 
Feel her body rise when you kiss her mouth 
Among the fields of gold 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UppX6vP3c4g

I'm also waiting for walking in fields of gold. I thought I had met the person. But at the moment he is just a clew of feelings, images and moments. And I wish you merry Christmas, but I do not know which words are the most appropriate...

overworking brain

Have you ever had the sensation that your mind is full of things and it doesn't stop? and also when you finally sleep, if by chance you wake up, the brain starts immediately working again...You think what you have to do during the day, if you have eaten too much the day before, that you should do the washing, that you should remember to buy a Christmas gift for your flatmate, that tomorrow you should remember to take that book with you, and so on... No peace, no rest.