Samarcanda

Oggi mi sono fatta 4 risate sul pullman con un bimbo che avrà avuto un anno. mi guardava e rideva. no, non sorrideva, rideva proprio'leary E così anche io mi sono sciolta, non limitandomi a sorridere, ma riendo proprio di gusto.

l'omino del cervello balla

a handful of years ago, this was my soundtrack to the holidays around new year. and maybe it is a good time to listen to it again:

Music is my power, music is my life
Me don't want no monkey come give me advice
Music is my pleasure, me don't want no pressure
With jahjah-guidance I will survive
Look at how the bassman pushing the bass
Look at hoe the drummer tight on the case
Ringdingading music is my thing
Ringdingading oh what joy it brings

Music is my true true destiny
With my music whoihoi I'm feeling free
I Know some people will disagree
But I don't care at all, I must be me
When the music hit me, I feel no pain
When the music with me I feel no strain
My music is a big big part of me
You know my music is my victory

Per tutti quelli il cui omino del cervello danza da mattina a sera

sourir

si matura, si cresce, si vive.

e quella spensieratezza forse non torna piu'. sorridere rimane bello, ma magari lo si fa di meno.

e nonostante tutto la vita rimane un dono di cui gioire ogni giorno. forse a maggior ragione. il cuore e' scalfito, le lacrime versate non si contano piu'. e se nonostante tutto questo si riesce ogni giorno a sorridere. bhe', che traguardo!

l'amarezza c'e', solo che si cerca di scioglierla in un bel sorriso.

...if you just smile...

sourire

_ M'sieur Ibrahim, quand je dis que c'est un truc de gens riches, le sourire, je veux dire que c'est un truc pour les gens heureux.
_ Eh bien, c'est là que tu te trompes. C'est sourire, qui rend heureux. [...] Essaie de sourire, tu verras.

missioni buonumore

la missione buonumore ha previsto

- farsi coraggio
- cercare di farsi scivolare addosso alcuni eventi poco importanti
- abbracciare e lasciarsi abbracciare da un amico
- contemplare quanto sono belli i vestitini che mi sono comprata sabato
- cancellare un post depresso, perche' continuare ad averlo davanti agli occhi non mi aiutava (ma i commenti di sostegno li tengo nel cuore)
- aver ricevuto un bel pensiero da una persona importante e aver realizzato che tutti abbiamo una vita fatta di quotidianita'
- aver letto queste parole 'Let us always meet each other with smile, for the smile is the beginning of love.' (Mother Teresa)

rage rage

rage rage go away

come back another day

kissingEr

Kiss me out of the bearded barley
Nightly, beside the green, green grass
Swing, swing, swing the spinning step
You wear those shoes and I will wear that dress.

Oh, kiss me beneath the milky twilight
Lead me out on the moonlit floor
Lift your open hand
Strike up the band and make the fireflies dance
Silver moon's sparkling
So kiss me.

flowers

We live in a free world 
I whistle down the wind 
carry on smiling 
and the world will smile with you 
Life is a flower 
so precious in your hand 
carry on smiling 
and the world will smile with you

When every race is run and the day is closing in 
I don´t care about the world I´m living for the light 
dont´t cry for me today, oh

...

I cannot be your judge Mr. Jailer is your host 
He´s keeping you inside and hides you from the world 
No catcher in the rye can help you from yourself

...

Please Mr. Agony release them for a while 
learn then the consequence of living without life

to you

Thanks for having shared this night with me.

It was tender, it was delightful, it was humorous as we can be. It was partially unexpected and partially desired. It was 'human contact' in the most naive of the meanings: two bodies looking for the warmth of the other's body. Just as usually we are two souls looking for the warmth of the other's soul. It was natural and cozy. It smelled of 'everyday'.

Thanks, my friend.

The bright side of the day

It's not always easy. But that's all we should do in hard times. Looking up to the sky, smile, think how lucky we are even though - of course- we have our problems too. And realize how incredible is our ability to smile each other. Maybe some say that also animals can do that. But, well, how wonderful it is that you are walking, you raise your eyes from the floor, look into the eyes of that little girl/old woman/young guy and smile. He/She would usually smile back to you.

There's a million mouths to feed
And I've got everything I need
I'm breathing
And there's a hurting thing inside
But I've got everything to hide
I'm grieving

Hey hey I saved the world today
Everybody's happy now
The bad things gone away
And everybody's happy now
The good things here to stay
Please let it stay

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wa_lkpBVkXU

dangerous smile

...never met a stranger who smiled to you, without reason, just because he is a human being like you...
It happened to me today at the canteen and he also wished me "Mahlzeit", "enjoy your meal" :)

But in a whisper she'd arrive
And dance into my life.
Like a music melody,
Like a lovers song.

Oh tonight, you killed me with your smile.
So beautiful and wild, so beautiful.
Oh tonight, you killed me with your smile.
So beautiful and wild, so beautiful and wild.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XaW8FyL7xZs

Hi!

One year ago. It was a Sunday afternoon. Inside me there was just a mess. I decided to go for a walk on my own. I dressed myself up, walked for a long time and then netered that cafè.

I sat down on my own. I ordered a tea and an espresso. And I took my book out. I don't remember which book was that. But I started enjoying it.

The waiter had red hair. He had a sweet smile. He asked me where I came from. We had some small talk. Small words. But they were important to me on that day.

flying to the moon

Today I was here http://www.kennedyspacecenter.com/

Kind of touristic space, but also very nice. This high technology in a green sunny area with the ocean, lots of birds and alligators :) And there was a nice video of one of the astronauts who was walking on the surface of the moon and singing a song. I don't know what song was that, but since I saw that video I'm keeping singing in my mind http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1rAsoLm1Ges

Fly me to the moon
Let me sing among those stars
Let me see what spring is like
On jupiter and mars

Dinner for one

http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=9105942950207814319

James: By the way, the same procedure as last year, Miss Sophie?

Miss Sophie, delightedly: The same procedure as every year, James!

James: Well, I'll do my very best!

Sommellier

Funny...
http://www.chetempochefa.rai.it/TE_videoteca/1,10916,1093110,00.html
sometimes you look around and you would never think that there are so intelligent men around you. How hard is it make people laugh... Spending so much time to understand what will lead the other to turn their glance into a smile.
I like smiles.

Today I went hiking at Waldstadion... sunny November... I like autumn. Usually I don't like it. But this autumn is so mild, you have to love it!