mark twain

Sommer ist die Zeit, in der es zu heiß ist, um das zu tun, wozu es im Winter zu kalt war.

november rain?

Nope, november snow :)

Yep!

E' Natale, non soffrire piu'...

I'm dreaming of a white Christmas
Just like the ones I used to know
Where the treetops glisten,
and children listen
To hear sleigh bells in the snow

Quisque

Quisque faber fortunae suae

La polvere

"molto lontano, tipo... a Ivrea"

carry on

Would you know my name
If I saw you in heaven
Will it be the same
If I saw you in heaven
I must be strong, and carry on
Cause I know I don't belong
Here in heaven

Would you hold my hand
If I saw you in heaven
Would you help me stand
If I saw you in heaven
I'll find my way, through night and day
Cause I know I just can't stay
Here in heaven

Time can bring you down
Time can bend your knee
Time can break your heart
Have you begging please
Begging please

Beyond the door
There's peace I'm sure.
And I know there'll be no more...
Tears in heaven

back then

ci sono periodi della vita che li vivi e cred iche sarà sempre così. speri che sarà sempre così. ma non è così. cambiamo noi, cambiano i tempi, cambiano le situazioni. e allora dobbiamo sempre riadattarci, modellarci.

ma a volte non vogliamo che una situazione cambi. e lì scatta la malinconia.

io non l'ho ancora mai veramente accettato quel cambiamento. sembra che tutto sia cambiato da allora, tranne il modo in cui mi sento io. il mio sogno assomiglia ancora tanto a quello.

evolvere.

gut Ding...

...braucht Weil

il male di vivere

my immortal

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along

bring me to life

love the way you lie

part 2

credo

credo nei grandi uomini.

credo nell'amore. quello tra due amanti.

ma soprattutto in quello con la A maiuscola. l'amore tra due rappresentanti della specie umana. quell'amore che si manifesta nell'amicizia, nell'affetto familiare. ma anche piu' semplicemente nel sorriso verso uno sconosciuto. o piu' nobilmente nella lotta per la liberta' di altri. per la vita di altri.

credo in quell'amore che Anna descriveva cosi'

"Ecco che cos'è difficile in quest'epoca: gli ideali, i sogni e le belle aspettative non fanno neppure in tempo a nascere che già vengono colpiti e completamente devastati dalla realtà più crudele. È molto strano che io non abbia abbandonato tutti i miei sogni perché sembrano assurdi e irrealizzabili. Invece me li tengo stretti, nonostante tutto, perché credo tuttora all'intima bontà dell'uomo.
Mi è proprio impossibile costruire tutto sulla base della morte, della miseria e della confusione. Vedo che il mondo lentamente si trasforma in un deserto, sento sempre più forte il rombo che si avvicina, che ucciderà anche noi, sono partecipe del dolore di milioni di persone, eppure, quando guardo il cielo, penso che tutto tornerà a volgersi al bene, che anche questa durezza spietata finirà, e che nel mondo torneranno tranquillità e pace. Nel frattempo devo conservare alti i miei ideali, che forse nei tempi a venire si potranno ancora realizzare!"

Credo nell'intima bonta' dell'uomo.

Credo che ognuno di noi possa fare la differenza. Credo nella pace. Credo nel rispetto.

Amen

Article 18

Everyone has the right to freedom of thought, conscience and religion; this right includes freedom to change his religion or belief, and freedom, either alone or in community with others and in public or private, to manifest his religion or belief in teaching, practice, worship and observance.

I like the way it hurts

Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

I can't tell you what it really is
I can only tell you what it feels like
And right now there's a steel knife
In my windpipe
I can't breathe
But I still fight
While I can fight
As long as the wrong feels right
It's like I'm in flight
High of a love
Drunk from the hate
It's like I'm huffing paint
And I love it the more that I suffer
I suffocate
And right before i'm about to drown
She resuscitates me
She fucking hates me
And I love it
Wait
Where you going
I'm leaving you
No you ain't
Come back
We're running right back
Here we go again
It's so insane
Cause when it's going good
It's going great
I'm Superman
With the wind in his bag
She's Lois Lane
But when it's bad
It's awful
I feel so ashamed
I snap
Who's that dude
I don't even know his name
I laid hands on her
I'll never stoop so low again
I guess I don't know my own strength

Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

You ever love somebody so much
You can barely breathe
When you're with them
You meet
And neither one of you
Even know what hit 'em
Got that warm fuzzy feeling
Yeah them chills
Used to get 'em
Now you're getting fucking sick
Of looking at 'em
You swore you've never hit 'em
Never do nothing to hurt 'em
Now you're in each other's face
Spewing venom
And these words
When you spit 'em
You push
Pull each other's hair
Scratch, claw, bit 'em
Throw 'em down
Pin 'em
So lost in the moments
When you're in 'em
It's the rage that took over
It controls you both
So they say it's best
To go your separate ways
Guess that they don't know ya
Cause today
That was yesterday
Yesterday is over
It's a different day
Sound like broken records
Playin' over
But you promised her
Next time you'll show restraint
You don't get another chance
Life is no Nintendo game
But you lied again
Now you get to watch her leave
Out the window
Guess that's why they call it window pane

Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

Now I know we said things
Did things
That we didn't mean
And we fall back
Into the same patterns
Same routine
But your temper's just as bad
As mine is
You're the same as me
But when it comes to love
You're just as blinded
Baby please come back
It wasn't you
Baby it was me
Maybe our relationship
Isn't as crazy as it seems
Maybe that's what happens
When a tornado meets a volcano
All I know is
I love you too much
To walk away though
Come inside
Pick up your bags off the sidewalk
Don't you hear sincerity
In my voice when I talk
Told you this is my fault
Look me in the eyeball
Next time I'm pissed
I'll aim my fist
At the dry wall
Next time
There will be no next time
I apologize
Even though I know it's lies
I'm tired of the games
I just want her back
I know I'm a liar
If she ever tries to fucking leave again
I'mma tie her to the bed
And set the house on fire

Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

a proposito di arcobaleni

Someday I'll wish upon a star
and wake up
where the clouds are far behind me
Where troubles melt like lemon drops
away above the chimney tops
that's where you'll find me

perturbation

insieme al godimento
c'è il desiderio di fermare il tempo

vi prego consolatevi dei pianti
la vita la stringete in mezzo ai fianchi

sogno

Sogno, qualcosa di buono
che mi illumini il mondo
buono come te...
Che ho bisogno, di qualcosa di vero
che illumini il cielo
proprio come te!!!

croci

quella sensazione che ogni giorno richieda uno sforzo, un'energia, che non sempre ti senti di avere. quell'impegno necessario a migliorarsi, a fare quel che dovresti e non fare quel che non dovresti.

ecco quello sforzo e quell'impegno necessari a volte mi sembrano enormi. mi chiedo se e' solo a me che venga richiesto un tale dispendio di energia. e quando anche riesco a fare tutto 'come dovrei', ancora mi sembra solo di aver raggiunto una vita normale. ma non piena e completa come la desidererei.

ognuno ha la sua croce, ci hanno insegnato. e a volte pesa tanto quella croce.

"Anche la lotta verso la cima basta a riempire il cuore di un uomo. Bisogna immaginare Sisifo felice." (Albert Camus)

Il faut imaginer Sisyphe heureux.

"Sai, prima di incontrarti pensavo che non avrei mai più visto degli occhi come i suoi. Ci sono persone che quando ti guardano pretendono tutto, senza chiedere niente." (Paolo Maurensig)

Luck ain't even lucky
Got to make your own breaks

It's my life
And it's now or never
I ain't gonna live forever
I just want to live while I'm alive
(It's my life)
My heart is like an open highway
Like Frankie said
I did it my way
I just want to live while I'm alive
'Cause it's my life

Better stand tall when they're calling you out
Don't bend, don't break, baby, don't back down
(Bon Jovi)

wednesday morning

The beauty of the day is hidden behind the clouds.

or maybe it's just me, having a harder time seeing it.

hello, loneliness

Bye bye, love.
Bye bye, happiness.
Hello, loneliness.
I think I'm a-gonna cry-y.

Bye bye, love.
Bye bye, sweet caress.
Hello, emptiness.
I feel like I could di-ie.
Bye bye, my love, goodby-ye.

There goes my baby
With-a someone new.
She sure looks happy.
I sure am blue.
She was my baby
'Til he stepped in.
Goodbye to romance
That might have been.

Bye bye, love.
Bye bye, happiness.
Hello, loneliness.
I think I'm a-gonna cry-y.

Bye bye, love.
Bye bye, sweet caress.
Hello, emptiness.
I feel like I could di-ie.
Bye bye, my love, goodby-ye.

I'm a-through with romance.
I'm a-through with love.
I'm through with-a countin'
The stars above
And here's reason
That I'm so free:
My lovin' baby
Is a-through with me.

Bye bye, love.
Bye bye, happiness.
Hello, loneliness.
I think I'm a-gonna cry-y.

Bye bye, love.
Bye bye, sweet caress.
Hello, emptiness.
I feel like I could di-ie.
Bye bye, my love, goodby-ye.
Bye bye, my love, goodby-ye.
Bye bye, my love, goodby-ye

they can notice the changes

You know
Everybody’s talking bout
About how different I am
I guess they can notice
the changes
The way I walk
They way I talk
Believe it or not baby
I can feel it here inside of me

You turn my whole world, around
Yes Darling, it’s true love I’ve found

Never, have I ever     Met a girl like you—
So warm, So tender   -  Completely New
You changed me, Rearranged Me    With new meaning in my life
No more sadness or madness   No more lonely nights
It’s Over    girl It’s Over my dear
Cause you’re here  ooohh, you’re here

You turn my whole world, around
Oooh baby
It’s True Love I have found
You turn my whole world, around
And darling its True Love I’ve found

I’m giving and I’m living     My Life for you
Whenever, Whatever    You want I’ll doooo
Cause I’m crazy, bout you baby      You’ve fulfilled my life
No more sadness or madness   No more lonely nights
It’s Over    girl It’s Over my dear
Cause you’re here  ooohh, oohh, you’re here

You turn my whole world, around
Oooh baby
It’s True Love I’ve found
You turn my whole world, Upside Down
Oooh baby
It’s True Love I’ve found

All it took.    Baby you were ALL that it Took
To take a man from a world that was completely all blue
To turn me around and Plant my feet   on solid ground

only one like you

My first, my last, my everything,
And the answer to all my dreams.
You're my sun, my moon, my guiding star.
My kind of wonderful, that's what you are.

I know there's only, only one like you
There's no way they could have made two.
You're, you're all I'm living for
Your love I'll keep for evermore.
You're the first, my last, my everything.

In you I've found so many things,
A love so new, only you could bring.
Can't you see if you,
You'll make me feel this way,
You're like a first morning dew on a brand new day.

I see so many ways that I can love you,
'Till the day I die....
You're my reality, yet I'm lost in a dream.
You're my first, my last, my everything.

I know there's only one, only one like you
There's no way they could have made two.
Girl, you're my reality.
But I'm lost in a dream,
You're the first, you're the last, my everything.

tedio

Tedio domenicale: quanta droga consuma
Tedio domenicale: quanti amori frantuma
Tedio domenicale
Sophia Sapienza Sophia
Incalora le donne ed arde
Arde di uomini
E gli consuma il cuore

Toccami
Magari solo in sogno
Soffia
Sussurra un'altra volta "vivi"
Io lo sarò
Guardami
Tra le nuvole e i veli
Soffia
Sussurra un'altra volta "vivi"
E io vivrò
Vivrò l'ordine la libertà l'obbedienza
La responsabilità l'uguaglianza
Vivrò la gerarchia l'onore la punizione
Vivrò la libertà d'opinione
La sicurezza il rischio la proprietà
Vivrò la verità che è l'ultima
La prima
La verità ti fa male lo so
Cittadine cittadini
Pargoli enfants teen-agers babies
This is the program, è senza prezzo:
L'antico è favolistico folklore grezzo
Il moderno è iniziato e finito
Voilà l'età del mezzo liberodemocraticoprogresso
Larallalla larallallallalla
Larallalla larallallallalla
Voilà l'età del mezzo liberodemocraticoprogresso
Il moderno è iniziato e finito
L'antico è favolistico folklore grezzo
Cittadine cittadini
Cittadine cittadini
Cittadine cittadini (Larallalla larallallallalla)
Cittadine cittadini
Larallalla larallallallalla...
Tedio domenicale: quanta droga consuma
Tedio domenicale: quanti amori frantuma
Tedio domenicale
Tedio domenicale: quanta droga consuma
Tedio domenicale: quanti amori frantuma
Guarda Sophia, (tedio domenicale...)
Guarda la vita che vola via!
Guarda Sophia,
Guarda la vita che vola via!
Guarda la vita!
Guardala che vola via!
Facevi 'a pizza a Pozzuoli e 'a burina a Roma
E mmò tu fai la Svizzera abbiti a Nuova York
Sophia bella Sophia
Sophia delle altrui brame
Mmmh... quant'è bello in progress 'sto cazzo di reame!
Tedio domenicale: quanta droga consuma
Tedio domenicale: quanti amori frantuma
Tedio domenicale: quanta droga consuma
Tedio domenicale: quanti amori frantuma...

today's menu

music from Austria

i hob in kalender gschaud
heut geht da wind
dann kummt a wng a lüfterl
und de woikn de verschindt
und i hob in kalender gschaud
heut geht da wind
dass so is und ned anders is
wer hodn des bestimmt
und i hob in kalender gschaud
heut geht da wind
und des um wos es ged grad oiss
des ändert se oft gschwind
und i hob in kalender gschaud
heut geht da wind
des schaud vo vron anders aus
ganz anders wia ho hindt
und i hob in kalender gschaud
heut geht da wind
im hefn is a loch drin gwen
wo d´Suppn aussa rind
und i hob in kalender gschaud
heut geht da wind
es is so weid ganz gmüatlich
bis auf des das oana spind
und i hob in kalender gschaud
heut geht da wind
oft redns an so an bledsinn zsam
des hod se neamd verdient
und i hob in kalender gschaud
heut geht da wind
das kana vo wos gwusd hod
des gibts ned das des stimmt
und i hob in kalender gschaud
heut geht da wind

i hob in kalender gschaud
heut geht da wind
heut duad eam goa koa fuas ned weh
drum gehd a so beschwingd
und i hob in kalender gschaud
heut geht da wind
wo hosd as den dei weyche hand
damit is da verbindt
i hob in kalender gschaud
heut geht da wind
am gscheidan du versteckst de iatz
bevor de no wer findt
und i hob in kalender gschaud
heut geht da wind
es is ja koa geheimnis
das des meisde goaned stimmt
und i hob in kalender gschaud
heut geht da wind

es is ned oiwai so gwen
das da schnellste oiwai gwingd
und i hob in kalender gschaud
heut geht da wind
do iss so furchdbar sauba do
wo is da ganze grind
und i hob in kalender gschaud
heut geht da wind
i was ned wo is hi do hob
wea was ob es no find
i hob in kalender gschaud
heut geht da wind
schau da o wos do is
und bass auf wos ois verschwindt
und i hob in kalender gschaud
heut geht da wind
zearscht kummt eam des so langsam vor
und nochad dann so gschwind
und i hob in kalender gschaud
heut geht da wind
i hob des scho vergessen iatz
ja woast wer alles singt
i hob in kalender gschaud
heut geht da wind
man kunt iatz a no weida doa
wer woas obs des iatz bringd
und i hob in kalender gschaud
heut geht da wind
bleib hoid no a zeidl do
do gfrein sa se bestimmt
und i hob in kalender gschaud
heut geht da wind

Breakfast at Starbucks

who are you today a perplexing question I knew when I awoke then after that first cup i change don't we all but that's not the issue give me a moment to think another cup, but what a sunny Costa Ricca a moody Ethiopian Harrer a coffee drink cappucino Frappucino latte what too many choices slow down relax a moment to think they ask again: how are you today What's that how, not who I answer quickly fine thank you and how are you they looked confused as I await an answer

...

I found God
On the corner of first and Amistad

shake your tailfeather

Twist it, shake it, shake it, shake it, shake it baby
Hey we gonna loop de loop
Shake it out baby
Hey we gonna loop de li
Bend over let me see ya shake your tailfeather
Bend over let me see ya shake your tailfeather
Come on let me see ya shake your tailfeather
Come on let me see ya shake your tailfeather
Aaah

Come on, come on baby
Come on, yeah, come on babe, alright

Do the twist
Do the fly
Do the swim
And do the bird
Well do the duck
Aaah, and do the monkey
Hey hey, watusi
And, ah, what about the frug
Do the mashed potato
What about the boogaloo
Oh, the bony marony
Come on let's do the twist
Aaah

Twist it, shake it, shake it, shake it, shake it baby
Twist it, shake it, shake it, shake it, shake it baby

perche'

perche' essere felici per una vita intera sarebbe quasi insopportabile

corsivo

People are about as much happy as they make up their minds to be

lost my light

Sometimes I feel I've got to
Run away I've got to
Get away
From the pain that you drive
into the heart of me
The love we share
Seems to go nowhere
And I've lost my light
For I toss and turn I
can't sleep at night

i won't

Please lock me away
And don't allow the day
Here inside where I hide
With my loneliness

I don't care what they say I won't stay
In a world without love

Birds sing out of tune
And rain clouds hide the moon
I'm OK, here I'll stay
With my loneliness

I don't care what they say I won't stay
In a world without love

So I wait and in a while
I will see my true love's smile
She may come, I know not when
When she does I lose
So baby until then

Lock me away
And don't allow the day
Here inside where I hide
With my loneliness

I don't care what they say I won't stay
In a world without love