everybody had always expected her to be the good girl. good grades, well behaved, kind, helpful. she went to church, she engaged herslef at school and in extra-school activities. she smiled to everybody.
then she grew up. many things changed. but some stayed the same.
she allowed herself a way to release stress. but that way to cope with stress wasn't really a great idea. she started working on that.
and then quite late she discovered other situations in which she could let herself go. it was when she made love. there she didn't need to know everything, she could allow herself to be a learner. to be selfish. to say the stupid things that came to her mind.
she did not need to excell, because in making love excelling is mainly determined from chemistry between the lovers.
and she liked it.
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